I was thinking today, and somehow I got onto the assignments we do in Spanish every year - a new year's resolution, in Spanish, done artistically. And honestly, I don't know what mine will be this year. I considered asking a friend if 'to go off-meds without suicidal ideation' was too... mature/personal for a school setting. But that's what I want. I know that a while ago I said ten mg/day of Fluoxetine, but that has since doubled. It still has little (if any) affect, but I don't want to go off meds because I don't know if I would feel worse or what would happen.